I had a discussion recently with a pal about "the purpose of life." We were talking about the concept of this mortal existence being a test of sorts, to see how we will live when having to get by on trial-and-error and hearsay, having no memory of ever having lived in the direct presence of God. We kept circling around and around with two main questions: How can we be held responsible for covenants made in the pre-existence or some particular celestial plan if we were deliberately prevented from remembering them? Also - if God is as omniscient as folks say, what's the point of a test? Doesn't He know the outcome already?
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I do believe that life is an experiment or test of sorts. I also believe that a key part of that test is the fact that we have not been given full disclosure about the details of all that came before or what the full impact of our choices here may be. But my understanding of how it all fits together stops there.
Are you familiar with the classic obedience studies conducted by
Stan Milgram?
Dr. Milgram wanted to figure out why perfectly normal people would be willing to participate in harming others against their own values when ordered to do so by someone claiming to be in authority. (He was trying to come up with some theoretical explanations of the behavior of the shop keepers, train workers and other regular Joes who participated in or at least passively contributed to the genocide of the European Holocaust during World War II.) So he set up an experiment where he TOLD the participants they were in an experiment about teaching and learning. But what he really wanted to see was how far people would go in causing pain to strangers. Then he set up an elaborate test setting that involved the assigned "teachers" being ordered to give electric shocks to the assigned "learners" any time the learners made a mistake in their memory tasks. He replicated the study under a variety of different conditions - some with one researcher present, some with multiple scientists running the show. In the process he discovered some rather interesting things about human nature.
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These studies have been discussed and rehashed dozens of times over the years in classes ranging from psychology to ethics. Some people think that misleading the participants about the true nature of the experiment was unfair and wrong. Others say that the deception was an essential part of the experiment since this was the only way to get an authentic response from those involved.
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I go back and forth with my opinions about the Milgram studies. But sometimes I feel life is a lot like that. What if we are running around believing that the PURPOSE of life is one thing (insert whatever belief you want here - to be successful, get lots of shiny things, to gain self mastery, to learn truth, to serve others, develop faith, etc) when perhaps the REAL purpose of life could be something else completely.
Who is to say?
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I cannot help but wonder, if I COULD remove the veil for a moment, get a quick peek at the other side - would I?? Would you??
If you could have one day with God to ask any questions you wanted to ask with the guarantee of a full explanation, what would those questions be?
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In what way is the veil of forgetting a blessing and in what way is it a source of conflict or challenge for you?